Oh the things I see.........

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 04:54:20 GMT

List 10 things that bring you joy and then tag 6 friends to do the same;

01: Seeing my cousin's baby laugh when i just say hi to him.
02: Late night phone calls, to talk about nothing
03: day dreaming
04: making people laugh.
05: Not knowing what tomorrow may bring.
06: Napping as if i was 67 years old
07: Listening to old songs and then remembering someone or something that happened one time that you listened to it, or a generally feeling that overcomes you when you hear it.
08: That i can talk to my sister for real now, and we actually get along.
09: meeting new people
10: SINGING!! and seeing people sing in there car, because they seem so happy, and they're so into it(even if it's a sad song), plus then i don't feel alone, cuz i do it too

one thing that doesn't bring me joy is knowing that i have less than 6 months left of being a teenager, and not being ready to grow up. i mean come on i'll be able to say "stupid teenagers" and i won't be included. haha, you know what i mean.

UGH!!

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 03:27:14 GMT

i have a shadow even when it's dark outside.

........and it's name is jessica.

Here's what's up

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 04:39:28 GMT

This past weekend we had a surprise party for my mom's 40th birthday, but she found out the day before so subtract the surprise part. But it was klnda funny cuz she was mad about it. haha that's not usually the reaction you get from someone. She said it was cuz she doesn't like being the center of attention and that her 40th birthday isn't something she wanted to celebrate. But i say your gonna turn 40 anyways, so might as well have a party and get wasted......haha she did get drunk. It seems like everyone did, i guess my whole family and my mom's friends had a bad week like i did. I had fun just being stupid, like i always am, seriously the begining of the party me and my cousin were like on a nature high, and those are the best. Well here are some pictures.

my mom's totally drunk, but the really good ones of her drunk are kinda embarrassing.....for her....haha.

haha me and nephi, look at the table in the background, those empty bottles and shit are from other people k.

Me, Nephi and Jess. My sis looks normal huh?

Haha this is like everyday, either i'm beating up nephi or he's beating me up, but it's funny, haha.

He thinks he's buff. And i think he's a Loser.....see

And last but not least: the cute, little, YOUNG family....aw how cute..ha

well today was my mom's real birthday and we went to macaroni grill, and i'm full, and it was good.

Last week i had to wake up at 4 am but now i don't have to wake up til 4:50, YES! i'm kinda excited about that, but i'm even more excited that i got 2 new pairs of shoes. I probably shouldn't have spent that much money on shoes but eh well. i hadn't bought new shoes in like forever and a day.

Well i guess that's it. later.

Here's what's up

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 04:38:02 GMT

my mom's totally drunk, but the really good ones of her drunk are kinda embarrassing.....for her....haha.

haha me and nephi, look at the table in the background, those empty bottles and shit are from other people k.

Me, Nephi and Jess. My sis looks normal huh?

Haha this is like everyday, either i'm beating up nephi or he's beating me up, but it's funny, haha.

He thinks he's buff. And i think he's a Loser.....see

And last but not least: the cute, little, YOUNG family....aw how cute..ha

well today was my mom's real birthday and we went to macaroni grill, and i'm full, and it was good.

Well i guess that's it. later.

Here's what's up

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 04:36:47 GMT

my mom's totally drunk, but the really good ones of her drunk are kinda embarrassing.....for her....haha.

haha me and nephi, look at the table in the background, those empty bottles and shit are from other people k.

Me, Nephi and Jess. My sis looks normal huh?

Haha this is like everyday, either i'm beating up nephi or he's beating me up, but it's funny, haha.

He thinks he's buff. And i think he's a Loser.....see

And last but not least: the cute, little, YOUNG family....aw how cute..ha

well today was my mom's real birthday and we went to macaroni grill, and i'm full, and it was good.

Well i guess that's it. later.

I'm gonna get me some new shoes

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 17:55:56 GMT

ABCs of me!

A - age: 19

B - band listening to right now: ya motha

C - crushing: does it even matter considering anyone who reads this wouldn't even know him

D - dad's name: Hector

E - easiest person to talk to: My sister, andrea

F - favorite band at the moment: um band? haha i don't know maybe G-unit

G - gummy bears or gummy worms: Gummy bears

H - hometown: Chandler, AZ

I - instruments: um.....i use to play the clarinet in middle school....haha loser

J- jester that you do: A "what up" head nod, and waving

K - kids: at the moment none, but i'm sure i'll want some later, i just know i don't want to be too young

L - longest car ride ever: I think like 16 hours or so, i was going to Mt. Rushmore from new mexico or something like that, it was lame

M- mother's name: Grace

N- number of true friends: um true friends...that's a hard thing to be to me

O - one wish: i wish i could get myself together, i think i'm falling apart

P - phobia[s]: being alone

Q - favorite quote from a song: there are so many, let's see..... this one is sweet

And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Eventually I'll see you in heavenb
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

-Mariah Carey ft. BoyzIIMen/ one sweet day

R - reason to smile: um everything...haha

S - song you sang last: G=Unit-i smell p***y

T - time you wake up: for work...5:15 AM but now more like 4 AM

U - unknown fact about me: i love mike jones' teeth

V - vegetable you hate: coliflower

W - worst habit(s): after i drink a can of soda i say "AWWW" and i just realized this the other day and it's really annoying

X - x-rays you've had: teeth, head-i had a CAT scan once, i think thats it

Y - yummy food: carne asada burritos
b
Z - zodiac sign: Aires

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 23:48:35 GMT

"i want candy".........haha i was watching Heavyweights and they play that song on one part, i think it's funny.

Don't start things that you can't finish.

I think that sometimes i have an attitude, i think i need to adjust that. k. later.

Okay that part on the commercial for the 40 year old virgin, where he's getting waxed is so...uh...there are now words. I have never seen a man so hairy, nor do i want to. I need to take more pictures, it's like everyone else in my family has been using my camera more than i do, that's not normal. wtf my parents are going to germany this october, it's gonna be great again. haha, i love that they just leave randomly now, it's nice that they trust me, but really i don't think they really have a clue what goes on when they're gone, let alone when their here and i'm out....haha. "Im gonna party just in case Like prince partied like it was 99, in 87, 88"-lil rob

Stars

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 04:57:19 GMT

So let's see this weekend my money is just disappearing. My parents had a conversation with me and i'm gonna have to start paying rent, i got new tires and rimes for my truck, and gas prices just keep rising. So good news huh.

I mean at first i was like thinking i was just gonna move out sooner then i wanted to because i didn't want be paying for rent and putting up with their shit too, but i can't really do that yet. Well we'll see what happens huh. But now i'm more serious about getting a second job. Cuz like right now i work and like feel like i never really get to buy things i really want, more like things i need, and bills and shit, the real world sucks.

I probably sound like a little kid, but i just had to talk about it.

I got my pray on today.

I sold my old rimes....so that's good news.

The weather was bomb today. It was a good day to roll the a/c down. haha

i love driving my truck with the new tires, their a little bigger and it seems like it drives smoother.

you know i got what i takes to make the club go outta control.

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 05:28:44 GMT

nephi is gay, and so is jessica

ha

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 00:21:05 GMT

tonight is the night.

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 05:21:49 GMT

why can't i have one.

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 16:00:30 GMT

Livejournals suck ass lately.

So i must be getting old or something, i went to bed at 10:30 last night....on a Friday night, i was sooo tired. And i woke up at 8. That is soooo much sleep. it felt sooo good.

So this is the first weekend in awhile that i've been home, and not out of town. I kinda miss going out of town, it's fun. But i'm glad that i can just kick it this weekend.

Thursday night i had the weirdest dream. Well in the dream i went to an ice cream place with anna and brie, and then all of a sudden, anna & brie started to rob the place. And i had no clue that they were gonna do it, but you know i had their back. Well anyway there was some girl in there, while they were robbing it, and the girl started talking shit, and she was getting on my nerves, so i got in a fight with the girl. We heard sirens, so anna and brie left, and i was like still fighting this girl, but i left before the cops came, but they eventually found me and i got arrested for assault. I was in a cop car and the i was in a jail cell and then i woke up. haha i got arrested in my dream. now that's funny.

I have come to the realization that i'm a loser and have no friends. no real friends, not anymore. and i'm cool with that. The people i hangout with now, i know are not my real friends, their just people i kick it with....but whatever. It's still fun.

later.

Thursday

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 16:56:05 GMT

So it's the second half of the week, and that means it's closer to the weekend, YES! I hate that, that i'm always waiting for the weekend to come, i want to try and live for each day, not just waiting for the weekend to have some fun.

later.

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 18:37:02 GMT

I had a lot of fun in Rocky Point. I almost didn't go, but i'm glad i did. We had fun, it was all good, except the humidity. It was so humid, like when you went outside it felt SOOO bad. And i got sunburnt on my shoulders, so that sucks. It the first time i've got a sunburn that's not on my face. hum. Um ok i don't really think it would be that fun to say what i did everyday when i was out there, but i do have pictures, and those are always fun!

That's me obviously, this is on the way there, i'm so excited, can't you tell by the star on my face.ha this is a bad picture, but it's the beginning of the trip, so i gotta start here.

STOP!

This is the view of the ocean from the beach house we stay at.

That's me and some of my cousins, i guess not that many people could come this time. We are going in November too, and everyone is suppose to go then, so that will be SO many people, i can't wait. <---that is kinda sarcastic, but mostly true.

Me and Phillip.

footprints.

Just kickin it.

Isn't my mom so cool. It's funny, because my mom doesn't even look like she could me my mom, she looks like she's my sister or something, but actually that day was her 39th birthday! This one and the rest were taken on the way home.

Me and my sister.............i'm so cool by the way.

and i thought this was so cute. That's my grandfather giving money to one of the little mexican kids that sell gum near the border, and then that's my uncle giving him a water bottle. aw.

Later.

Red

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 18:48:34 GMT

Today after morning work i washed my vehicle. I think i did a shitty job, so it could be better, but it was hotter than a public school bus ride in the middle of july. Well after that i went for a swim, it was refreshing, and i swam some laps, that's always fun. And i painted my toenails. Just getting ready for Rocky Point. Tomorrow I'll go on my morning route and then i have CPR training and then i'll leave for Mexico

Hum.

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 20:26:02 GMT

isn't it weird how you see friends slipping away, but don't pull them in. Isn't it weird when you had a dream and you could SWEAR it actually happened. Isn't it weird when you realize everyone you know has nothing in common with you. I hate when you have plans, but another offer comes up and you wish they were different days so you could do them both. That's why i like to live for the moment and go with the flow.

Water Splashing

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 02:41:10 GMT

hummmm......So today i went to breakfast with my whole family for my aunt's bday, and i saw anna banana.....It was funny anna, after me and my mom saw you i went back with one of my cousin's, because he wanted to see you, but you never looked at me...sooooooo.

Well anyway breakfast was funny, then i went home and we gave our dogs a bath, because they smell, but not anymore. Then i took a little, and i mean little nap, because the phone rang and it was my cousins. They wanted to go swimming, so they came over and we went swimming and had pizza.....and got high.

Just kidding, made you think.

laterrr.

Labor Day Weekend.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 20:33:24 GMT

Disneyland was so much fun. Thunder Mountain Railroad wasn't closed, and i went on it and didn't die, so that's good news. I think my favorite part was Splash Mountain, but it was also so much fun sitting by the arcade and people watching. I laughed so hard my face was starting to hurt, i never knew watching people play those boxing games was so funny.

Man i lost a bet with my sister, now i owe her 5 bones. I guess we have to bet on something else so i can get it back. I've noticed that i bet a lot now, like all the time, and for money, before i use to bet minus putting money on the line. It's so exciting though....

Thank god it's a three day weekend.

This weekend was Disneyland with my WHOLE family, and next weekend is Rocky Pointe with my WHOLE family. Some people might think that's weird and will be lame, but i can't wait, it's so much fun, i love hanging out with them they make me laugh like no other. And we make every situation fun/funny, even though it might not be...........oh mi familia. they're true gangstas....totally legit.

"Stop actin' like a bitch and get your hands up"

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 18:03:17 GMT

so some jackass jacked my CD...i don't know who yet, but when i find out i'm beating their ass.

On a happier note:
i leave for Disneyland tonight at midnight...so i guess techniquely it would be "tomorrow" since it will be MIDNIGHT and all. I can't wait, i'm ready for it....even though space mountain is closed, and i heard thunder mountain is closed too. which is really shitty, because i LOVE that ride and usually go on it a minimum of 15 times, but i guess i'll just have to make the most of it. I KNOW i'll have fun....we ALWAYS do. i might take pictures, if i do, i'll post 'em. i know you would really want to see them.(very sarcastic!)

ok i'm gonna go take a nap, i've been up at 5 everyday this week. and i love it!

NOT!

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 01:53:44 GMT

oh god what have i got myself into.

Fire

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 23:44:22 GMT

so today is nathan's 3rd birthday, i can remember like it was just yesterday when i was a sophmore, and my cousin was going into labor at the same age i am now. actually it was only 3 days after her 18th birthday, so....well anyway we're taking him to Peter Piper Pizza, so he can play the dames(that how he says Games).

I guess i'm no longer unemployed, which is a huge relief. not only will i not have to sit at home and do laundry and anyother household chore, just to stop the felling of guilt, but i will also not have to watch the kids anymore, it is basically driving me crazy. Oh but anyway my job is for the Chandler School District, i'm gonna be a school bus aid. They like help the driver with the special needs kids. I'm glad i got this job, because it's monday-friday, and i'll have the weekends off. i was gonna work at the picture place in the mall, but i realize i can't make kids smile, even though i love photography, i think i'll keep it as my hobby.

......I have also recently become a math tutor.ha. these past three nights i've helped my 7th grader cousin with her pre-algebra and my sister with her geometry. But my aunt's gonna pay me and my dad said that will cover my rent money....jokingly of course. But i have realized i hate math, and i'm not even in school and i still don't like it, like you think i wouldn't have to worry about it, but since i'm tutoring i have to remember that stuff from back in 7th grade and 9th grade, oh well.

This past weekend i saw a house on fire at 1 o'clock in the morning. It weird how like people come out of their house to watch it, and in the end it's a depressing event that going on. But at least i didn't leave my house to go watch it, i was already outside kickin it, so it wasn't that loser-ish i guess is what i'm tryin to say.

later.

oh man .....

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 05:08:53 GMT

I definitely win, i posted a picture first. HAHA

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 03:17:51 GMT

I love watching the olymipics and listening to the rain and hearing the thunder shaking my house.

Its so exciting.

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 18:38:48 GMT

Last night was interesting.

Even more than you know.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA & SAM!

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 16:10:14 GMT

It is so overcast........and i hope it rains.

Thank god, my parents finally got a new car. This past week sucked, i was stuck at home with nothing, no people, no car, nada. And with no car that meant i couldn't look for a job, so i was basically just a maid at home, i just cleaned everyday. One day my mom came home and was like 'hey you did this and this and that, wow this is nice i have my own maid at home'....yeah well too bad i'm not getting PAID for it.

And I haven't heard from Blaire in a long time and that makes me a little worried, i should give her a call to see how she's doing.